hello


i feel neutral actually, or maybe i don't know what i'm feeling. i'm feeling numb probably. like after all the camps. feeling a bit weird adjusting to my normal life. Jetlag.

MY NORMAL LIFE! I WANT IT BACK!

but on the other hand, japan trip is coming. everthing's quite rush. cause in this span of 5-6 days, we have to master a new song- Amazing Grace. it has loads, i means LOADS of semi quavers and quavers. i'm like having a little problem perfecting my part. but however, i'll try harder! and that ode to joy. it's playing in my head...... BBCD DCBA GGAB BAAA. haha. if you don't know what is that, they are notes from ode to joy :)

P.S writing scores is torturous. you can just die writing.